just offline ONI frm playing dotA.. Haha, now I am using my sista's iPod onilne and bloggiing.
Hard but nice to type ... So cool. Eldest bro away to Australia for quite long alt, think coming back soon.
last sat,went sg flyer with bro and aunt quite scary view from high. But it is enjoyable:)
coincidently, ther is Halloween celebration at ther and ppl were dressing as demons and vamp ther.
Scaring ppl wherever they go. None of them scared me but there's one quite scary:)
the flyer is an experiencing trip and bro is a Guai LAN KIA. Cb idiot. He think too much alr thought that the chio bu and her cliquein the same rm as us were talking abt him. Bhb sia. See him wan whack his face really ...
Keep TLing me now that's why I wan whack him alr. Anw, nice trip ther and I haven't gotten my swimming goggles yet.
Anw, last week went back sch whole week for pump.so sian but still need work hard for the exam later.

And tmr I gonna go jun Xiang's house ther for some badminton and challenge henry in cubing, hahha LOL.
I noob one and he gonna teach me leyan method also:).
Oh yeah, tmr going to swim with jacky too, dunno weather can make it if can't then next wed go swim ok?
LOL... Sleeping soon me and sis iPod low batt alr so bb...

Have no work yet. Lazy to go find sia. No one accompany me to go..
Think many still not planning to work yet but I wan to work yeah.
December there's another trip with family to m'sia to genting or a'fomosa..
Dunno how spell both-.- and I still dunno weather I will be going
for the chess competion yet on late nov... Bye all gonna sleep.

chong lai
有多少爱能重来?
多少人愿意等待?
失去之后才明白
走进回忆的安排
一幕一幕的对白
上演我们的未来
期待原来是一种伤害
深爱的人一离开
是我不敢
忽略你给我的爱
现在我只想
回到最初的时候
不愿让你再泪流
寂寞之后
只有你会陪着我
现在我只想
回到最初的时候
我知道你还爱着我
亲爱的你
请你握紧我的手
请你看看我
请看需要你的我
一切重头
真的需要你的我
只要你回头
现在我只想
回到最初的时候
不愿让你在泪流
寂寞之后
只有你会陪着我
现在我只想
回到最初的时候
我知道你还爱着我
亲爱的你
请你握紧我的手
请你看看我
真的需要你的我
只要你回头

these few days... oni a few days of holidays and i do not enjoy it at all. firstly, meeting of parents.. cause my results are poor?? but cher say i improved. but most sub i think had deproved. these few days kept dreaming of sch and classmates. this morning mrs tan called and said i needa go back sch for pump programme.. today tmr till fri and two more weeks need to go. ther will be test on the last week on eng, maths, sci and chi, need go sch study... stupid dreams became real... dunno y these few days so fed up with many ppl.. haix. i hate these. anw there is still nov wher i am free and can work bah.. this coming fri or sat going to sg flyer, dunno how it feels up ther.. and ther will be 6b chalet on nov.. and also 2md chalet i think.. busyy.. then end of dec maybe going m'sia. now i think to day is last day of my holi alr. gonna be busy tmr.. 22 nov is not a good day.. three things clashes tgt... long time no post le so today shall be a long post...

have been playing dota, cubing, bbaling, swimming these fews days.. i think tmr shall start on hw alr and anw oso going sch to study. yeah, later meeting jacky to swim.. how i wish to have my own blade so can blade to ECP with bro.. hey, cheng dunn think my skill cant reach ther!!

and still needa print the book list.. dunno when it will be out?? then need go sch buy books alr..
although i said it will be a long post but dunn knw what to say le.... all are gone.

it had marked my day.of.D..

today comprehension was hard for me and i don't think that i can pass...
now editing the posts.. exams are going to be over soon, right after tmr there will be no more exams. but what am i going to do after that? some paper are okay but some are hard... hope i will not fail any paperss..
yeah, tmr is last paper alr(ACC) 30 mins oni... now so sian luh. after exam still got alot of things to do. today, i lost my sch badge, dunno go where.. think dropped. then teacher came over and asked me in the middle of the exam, made me blur.
i hope that i will be able to get into the subject combination i wan nxt year. really scared of getting results back.
11 more days to go to sch then think 2md gonna be separated after this 11 days.
i dun noe how i gonna treasure the days with all, i will be the same but i will treasure the moments..
gonna study abit of ACC now...

i finally realised that we cant be together, but why is it now then u started to notice me? now that i wanted to let go...

exams are really near now and that the days are getting shorter. we would treasure something oni when we are going to lose but why is it so?
or is this jus another illusion? and you would seems so far away from me the next minute. time is getting shorter and shorter.. and we are running out of time cause exams are coming next week and by that time we would never be able to be in that class again.. after the exams time would be so short cause it would be the streaming and i dun know where i'll go.
you would end up forgetting, abt the time.......

and now i have not forgotten last year, how time that spent together are going further and further away. things changes when time goes. thats because we are moving in to the future towards time,but i wanted to move the other way round. And now i'm counting down the days to exam, the day that i would forget the time spent with you all.. i dun know wats going to happen? probably best friends would become strangers? or is it jus schmates? haix.
now all i'm waiting for is the streaming exam cause its gonna change our fate once again. jus lyk wat the PSLE is lyk.. a wrong decision will make me regret, lyk now....
regreting things that are alr done.
if i happened to fail english, i would be going to another sch or maybe... if i get low grades, maybe i would be in the lower classes. how strange that fate can be changed so greatly... two different kinds of fate?

i would not want this to happen, all those sorrows... arghhh. i wish that i couldd be able to.

guess i'm finally back?
last sat after hsk then went m'sia ard. and it was late in the afternoon when we went there with aunt,bro,mum,dad. late in the night and it was a long ride. i've finally finish learning the chinese words there. first thing reached there slept at granny's room and reduce the air-con till 22degrees oni then granny nag, hahha very funny. luckily i slept alr then she nag at bro..
second day(sunday), went out dunno to where eat then went the other granny house. oso not sure wat i did later... and in the afternoon, went granny's room see bro play 'harvest moon'. at first on fan cause we cant find the controller for the air-con. search so long cannot find and we thought that gran hide it...
see until tired and slept but very hot so wake up half way and find controller again. hahha, she just put in under her bed near to my side but before that i go search the other side cause i think she want to aviod us from taking it. we cannot find it at first cause we think till too deep alr... hahha...

late night went back s'pore home, it was really late and felt so sleepy...
today went sch with aunt's good luck necklace but dun felt so.. everthing is ... worse?

hope i could get out of this sch fast, cause it s...

LAST FRIDAY
it was the teacher's day performance and i did not see much of it as i was doing the eng assignment correction. thought that the performance was a short one as it ended really fast. after that went lan with derek they all. i felt so owned by them dunno why, maybe because stop dota for long.. and oso played two matches with LY people, win 1 lost 1. after that went to eat katong laksa, still as tasty as before... did'nt went back to pri sch, no time alr. SRY 6b people, i seems to have missed alot of ur outings... thanks karwai for the 'only human' song, find so long oso cannot find that song.

SUNDAY
went out with bros, father, mother to IT fair. spent alot of time to find a carpark slot, many were full. then went there search for fridge as ours were spoiled. looking around and found alot of laptops, TVs, at really low prices. actually was at the forth floor looking for fridge but cant find any so asked ppl working there and they said at second floor... bought a fridge after much choosing and it will be delivered sometime in september.

MONDAY
had to go sch and hand in the lit ws with kevin and kennerth. we were doing homework at class for a while but i finished none until today... then went down to play volley-ball. and started to rain so they went hand in the ws and i went class to put the ball. went to kfc later and ate zinger student meal.. studied a while, rain stopped, bus-ed 14 home. slacking at bus.

TODAY
early morning went off to bedok swimming complex with jacky. swam for many hours until afternoon. learn-ed freestyle and other stupid things from him, and played around in the pool. then went over to the deep pool where cant even touch the floor and he teached me trap water. succeeded at the first try but still need alot of practices. swam for so long now feeling sun burn alr... then went home eat cause no money.. was bballing for the whole holiday, so bored.

i would be going to the concert on saturday at expo there.. yay, and frm jiawei's blog: there' s graphite thingy there and soravee and some other ppl got participate dunno if can go not...

i am always there for you but we're drifting apart, aren't we?
i dunno what u are thinking but i will always be there for you waiting...
always had the problem of ppl thinking i am very dao and i felt so now.
it is me that made ppl to talk less to me... cause there's nothing to say to u...
always had nothing to say abt and ppl feel i am dao, maybe also bacause i reply with one word or little words. but i feel that the ans need not be that long. hope you all understands how i wish that you would talk to me even when i am very dao cause thats not wat i want. i dun wanna ppl that i knw to be lyk strangers to me...-.-